June 2013
it’s ok if you hate me as long as I hated you first
I’m the third one, right? The one that keeps slipping right through your grasp.
… Of course I mean as friends. I learned a while ago that I’m clearly not fit for any other kind of relationship.
Feliks didn’t have my face, either.
Woah, woah, woah. That isn’t true! There are people out there who would love to be your significant other. I mean, don’t give up. You know I had feelings for you, that’s got to count something?
I am sure I can tell you apart. Are you worried it might get weird?
First one I had, I fucked up. Second one I had, the guy disappeared without a damn word. Whatever chance I had with a third is now gone, so. I can’t say I care anymore.
But we are still going to be close….unless…..
You are meaning as friends, igen? Like just friends.
Please tell me that is it because I am sure we are still going to be ever so close. Nothing changed when I dated Feliks…..
… Of course I mean as friends. I learned a while ago that I’m clearly not fit for any other kind of relationship.
Feliks didn’t have my face, either.
It’s just sudden, that’s all.
Sudden?
He’s been gone for a better part of year, how is it sudden?
If you don’t want to talk that’s fine…I will be around to listen when you are ready. I highly doubt you are….okay with this.
… That’s exactly why it’s sudden. I don’t know. He was gone for so long and you and I got all close and suddenly he just shows up again, and now… I don’t know. Whatever you decide to do.
